Most Recent Me

I cut my own hair recently...so this photo probably doesn't do justice to how bad it actually looks but oh well.  This is my first post in ages...and it's about my hair...wow...I'm superficial but then this year has been so hard and I've lost three people I loved dearly - all of whom were young and vibrant and should not have been so untimely 'yanked' from the world...so if I focus on my hair, then it is only as a distraction and escape from the complete 'funk' I've been in for the last three months.  Grief also makes one regress in some ways.  Yes, I'm wiser, harder and all that usual crap and I've spent a lot of time reading those annoying quote books all about grief but I've also found myself longing for childhood and innocence and 'unknowing' (if that makes sense). Found this girl whose style I completely love, a fantasy artist called Johanna Ost http://www.johannaost.com/.  She seems just as pony-mad as I am and also likes documenting her ever changing hair.  She rocks and reminds me of all the things I loved in my childhood.  She also evokes in me a strange nostalgia for the 80's...which I never thought I'd hear myself saying.  Oh well...viva la hair!